So no pictures, nothing about Little N....just venting or pouring out my heart!
We just heard that a family from our church just lost their first granddaughter.....the same week as they lost their daughter to a car accident 6 years ago. It's just so hard to imagine the pain and heartbreak they are having and the grieving they are doing right now. I'm grieving and I never met the baby....I just know the grandparents and great grandparents. My heart is just breaking for the pain that they are having and going through right now.
The question that goes through my head and heart is why is that bad things happen to good people. People who have wanted to be pregnant and lose their child through a miscarriage, stillbirth, or even after being born. Why.....it's just a hard thing to question God but you know what King David did it....so I think I'm able to do it too.....I might not get the answers that I want but I can still cry and mourn and ask God why is this happening.
I'm just struggling today! It's a dreary day and lots of things have bombarded me in these last couple months.....so I just have to write this!